I didn’t know how much tears have fallen lately just because I am scared. God, suck that fear. I didn’t prepare much for the presentation. I know I would have blamed myself at the end if I couldn’t pass that. Somehow I’m feeling so grateful and blessed, really. Being surrounded by good people that I love so much. The ones that always know how to make my smile getting wider and wider under this fear that I assume it’s only a shadow which trying to hide my spirit. There are always families and friends saying positive things to me and make me sure that I really can do this. They also guarantee that their prayer have been sent to me.  Dulu mikir kata “semangat” itu hal yang klasik tapi seketika banyak yang bilang “semangat” di saat gue butuh, itu bikin gue terharu for sure and yes can never hold this tears as usual :")

Monday, April 6, 2015 at 00.09 am