Sunday, July 3, 2016

Painkiller

Back again here. Guess what day is today? Today is July 3rd, a date when last year I was done with my bachelor. It was when a day before, I kept crying over and over just because I was scared. Now, a year has passed. God really blessed me with so many good things after that. I didn’t have to wait for a long time until I could afford most of my needs.

I bet almost everyone has got their days off regarding to Lebaran but not with me. Tomorrow, I still have to go to work and I am taking my annual leave two days on 11 and 12. While next month, I gotta take one more of it since the plane ticket has been purchased.

My stomach feels so terrible by now, my body feels so messed up. I have done laundry by my own but I still also need laundry service to do another 9.3 kilograms of my clothes. Those are actually clothes I rarely use and I just wanna keep it in my wardrobe just in case I need it someday. I can’t really handle that tons of clothes.

I order chicken fried rice and sweet iced tea here, in the area of apartment near my house. I am not living in apartment anyway. But seems after the fourth spoon I feel I don’t wanna take it more. I am done. My eyes feel so weary. I feel so dizzy since this morning and I feel like my temperature is higher than usual. My mom has asked me why I kept touching my neck with my backhand but I just simply said I was okay.

I just wanna spend sometime here but then I remember Ipul will go to my home this evening to give my train tickets. I am now watching Arctic Monkeys back to 2014 when they had a concert at iHeartRadio Theater. Hope I don’t have to take some painkiller for my bad condition currently. Maybe Alex would naturally heal me up :”)

Sorry for my super random habit but I am now still making more and more efforts to get something out of my head. I don’t have any deadline but as soon as possible would be very perfect.

Happy long long holiday everyone. Let’s just keep our head up and never look back. Another good thing must be waiting for us somewhere and in the right time only God knows.

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